I feel like there’s an anxiety attack just below the surface that’s waiting for the right moment.
Yes, there’s loads of stress and things haven’t exactly gone my way for a few days, but I thought I was handling it all pretty well! No excess anxiety, no depression seeping in, no panic/anxiety attacks, no dwelling on problems, mostly productive and healthy discussions instead of arguments…
But I guess something is not right? Or my brain thinks I’m going to mess up?
I have felt like this before but for some reason it didn’t occur to me that thinking you know an attack is coming may just lead to not so great things…like getting so nervous the attack is coming that you have an anxiety attack…and then not knowing if that was the one you were waiting for so the cycle repeats…
Currently have minimal insurance and no therapist, so here’s me trying to work it out on my own…or failing that, writing it down to work on when I do have a therapist again.
…Or you know, lack of sleep could be playing a part here…it’s been known to do that.
Today for Throwback Thursday, I present to you something that has no date, but it must be around 10-12 years old.
Remember my two truths and a lie from April Fools Day? Well, I really did tell this guy he shaved off his nipple and he really did believe me and start looking for it on the ground. (Pretty sure he was high on something at the time.)
This was back when I still had hopes that a webcomic was coming, so I drew it out…on notebook paper…in class most likely.
Also this is a good time for a friendly reminder that I very occasionally post non-sexualized naked cartoon boobs on occasion. If you can’t stand it even though it rarely happens anymore, you might want to unfollow or block the #Mutnik tag. (Which means you will likely miss her with clothes on too.)